A good friend of mine went to the hospital last Friday with pneumonia. They discovered that he had suffered a heart attack. Then they discovered that he has cancer throughout his lungs and liver. The doctors told him that he has less than 2 months to live.
I spent most of the weekend with him and his partner. They have a 10-year old son. It is very sad.
I realized that I am also grieving the loss of something I don't even have: a partner/family of my own and the love that I see through their pain in this experience. Lots to feel and think and live through.
On Wednesday, I visited A-Man. He remembered me (though not my name) and we went for a walk. When I replied no to his quetion of whether or not I was married, he told me not to worry.
"You're very choiceable," he said.
I'll try to search on that virtue in the dating groups. Perhaps someone else out there is very choiceable.