Weathered through the weekend's sadness. Some self-hypnosis last evening seemed to do the trick. Awaiting word regarding employment. That's all for now.
You know, I was really depressed Sunday too, and I couldn't figure out what it was. I was depressed all day, and then started beating myself up for being depressed, and then started worrying that "since I'm depressed for no apparent reason, it must be CLINICAL depression!" It was awful. And EFT, energy exercises, and self hypnosis didn't seem to do much to help (but then again, because I was depressed I was only halfway trying). But then late that night I heard a song on XM Radio that I've been looking for for a long time (Curfew by Agatsuma), and I ran in and downloaded it on iTunes, and instantly became ecstatic.
Music has a way of doing that for me. Sometimes it takes a while, but music always seems to help. And every once in a while I just need some emotional release, and music helps there too.
By the way, I want you to know that you can call me if you ever need some fellowship. I'll send an email with my phone numbers.
Also, I wanted to let you know that yesterday my friend Gary (my handsome, charming, stylish, compassionate, generous Christian, single gay friend...) was reading your blog. You REALLY need to get a new picture. :)
Sorry I didn't get around to taking one when I was in Santa Fe.
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You know, I was really depressed Sunday too, and I couldn't figure out what it was. I was depressed all day, and then started beating myself up for being depressed, and then started worrying that "since I'm depressed for no apparent reason, it must be CLINICAL depression!" It was awful. And EFT, energy exercises, and self hypnosis didn't seem to do much to help (but then again, because I was depressed I was only halfway trying). But then late that night I heard a song on XM Radio that I've been looking for for a long time (Curfew by Agatsuma), and I ran in and downloaded it on iTunes, and instantly became ecstatic.
Music has a way of doing that for me. Sometimes it takes a while, but music always seems to help. And every once in a while I just need some emotional release, and music helps there too.
By the way, I want you to know that you can call me if you ever need some fellowship. I'll send an email with my phone numbers.
Also, I wanted to let you know that yesterday my friend Gary (my handsome, charming, stylish, compassionate, generous Christian, single gay friend...) was reading your blog. You REALLY need to get a new picture. :)
Sorry I didn't get around to taking one when I was in Santa Fe.
Sit with the sadness. Think it through with God.
Never seem to get around to something like photographing myself, Eric. But you present a compelling argument for doing so!
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